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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

I wrote this two years ago and it's still valid as ever.

Mom, I'm sorry that I couldn't be perfect. I'm sorry that I didn't grow up to be everything you wanted. I'm sorry that I supossedly caused you so much pain. I'm sorry that I could never do anything right for you. I'm sorry that you had to beat me up and yell at me. I'm sorry that your life ended up the way it is now. I tried to make it better but you never listened to a thing I said. I'm sorry that you have pushed away everyone who even remotely cared about you. But most of all...I'm sorry that I can't forgive you. You wanna know what? You have no one to blame but yourself for this. You cannot go around abusing people and saying you hate them, then suddenly tell them that you love them and are "oh so sorry" for what you did and expect them to forgive you. That's just not the way love works. Love is not about ripping someone's heart completely apart then automatically expecting them to take you back. I'm sorry but I'm just not willing to put up with anymore of your bullshit. I've had enough. You have scarred me too deeply for me to ever have any sympathy for you.

I'm not throwing myself out to the wolves again...erm I mean vicious meat eating dinosaurs haha. *inserts some remark about chainsaws and severed limbs*

Ok yeah the last part I just added in there, but this is a pretty serious article, so yeah umm be serious lol.

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