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Friday, June 5, 2009

This sucks...

A friend of mine is going away for a full year at the end of the month and I don't know whether or not to feel happy about it or bad about it.. It's not like there'd be anything I could do to stop it...

She's going away due to her mental disorder. Now, it's not a mental hospital persay... It's kind of like one, but with less strict rules, I guess. She hasn't old me much about it at all, probably because she herself knows very little about this place. Basically, she's going there to get help for her mental disorder and to help her keep stable enough to work a job. So, it's like a little college thing, but for those with what she has.

I can't spell it, but I'm sure those of you whom I've vented to about this in the past--know what I'm talking about.

So, I don't know if I should feel happy about it, or sad about it... I'll miss her, but I think it'll be good for her. And I know if I don't feel the least bit bad about it, I'll be a "terrible friend" in her parents' eyes. But since when do I care about what her parents think of me? It's their choice, not mine...

So, I guess there's nothing I can do about it. I suppose I can look at the pros and cons about it... But, I won't bore you all with those right here in the post. I'll do that elsewhere. Banter is over now. You may all go back to what you were doing, prior to my whining.

Bai

~「ßquiяʁely ωʁath♥。」

1 comment:

AJ the pie. said...

Hmm that is a pretty tough situation there, especially with the parents. You're not being a terrible friend if you feel happy for her, this will probably be something that will help her and enhance her quality of life. I've known people who have went to similar places and they say that it helped them a great deal with everyday life.