I don't know why, but I feel like I need to share this. I've been going though a lot lately (not as much as others out there, but enough for me right now) and I just found this again.You see, I wrote this at the beginning of the school year with hopes that my attitude would change at some time though the year.So far, it hasn't... but i just feel like I should share this. So Read, review, and carry on with your life.

If you don’t understand… deal with it.

Ask me no questions,
I’ll tell you no lies.
Truth for truth
Eye for eye.

I’m like the summer bird,
So swiftly flown away.
But now I’m standing here,
With Thoughts that I
can’t explain.
Seeking faith,
And speaking words,
They never thought I’d say.

So who’s that Conner child there?
And who’s the Ride girls here?
What’s with the Shadeslayer?
And the Shadow Walker?
And who’s this Double sword kid?
What do they want from a girl like me?
I’m just a kid,
Wait, don’t go away.

Do you understand,
My dilemma here?
The fact of the matter,
Is that I can’t add up to what you want.
And everybody has a face that they hold inside.
He there when I close my eyes.
He’s laughing every time I fall.

I’m going to take it back,
And shove it in his face.
I’m not going to do
What you expect from me.
The labels reading ‘Damaged goods’
The kids are whispering ‘Freak’
But the armour that I’m wearing,
Is starting to get thick.
The Conner kid is calling,
And there all standing there.
The only thing I imaging,
Is for once being There.
I’m starting to not really care anymore,
And so I’m here to say.
You may be able to knock me down.
But I’m starting to not care.

So what if this thing doesn’t make sense?
It’s not new to me.
I don’t care what you get from it,
Just don’t come asking me.
I’m not the one you want,
I’m not the one you need
I’m the one that questions all that you see.
It’s different
It’s strange
It’s me
And not the same

-Alyssa Morton
Mia Winchester,
and the Gang.

note, just to make the mood a little lighter, If you can find some of the references i make, I'll give you a cookie.