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Monday, June 8, 2009

Over the past few days I have learned that...

Although I am a kind, gentle, patient person, I have an angry side to me, and absolute monster and once it comes out, it's very hard to put away. I rarely ever get truly angry but when I do, you do not want to be with a ten metre radius of me. It takes a hell of alot to really make me mad and this weekend, I had just had enough. I honestly never thought that angry AJ would get to see the light of day again like this but I was wrong. It caught me blindsided and I am not proud. I am ashamed and disgusted with myself because it went against all my moral beliefs and values. I feel like I have let myself down as a person and that I am just a terrible being in general. Although, with the circumstances, it's really hard to tell if my actions were justified or not. It is a very complicated situation that I just want to get myself the hell out of asap.

Sorry for my ranting here, just had to get that off of my erm crust. Pie's out.

1 comment:

「ßquiяʁely ωʁath♥。」 said...

Everyone has an angry side. I myself have that angry side. Just, never let it get terribly out of hand.